My sweet dark love
How I used to love you
But yet how I want to hold you
The pain that you're giving me
Is more than your abuse was
My soul more saccred than my body
I have yet to even know
If you loved me
But I figure I shall never know
Which adds one more scar
To my spirit
One that you will never know you gave
Elena Helms
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/pain-of-love-3/