You always wonder why I hate you. I hate you because you never cared for me. The day that we met you had said that you were legally married, you never told me that you still wanted to be with that white trash, whore of a wife! ! ! ! Why do you keep on lying to me? What is it that I did to you? Why? Why is it you do the same shit over and over to me? I know why now. You keep on lying to me because you think that I can never tell if you're lying to me. I never did anything to you besides love you. And you keep on doing the same shit over and over to me because you think that I would forget. But I've got news for you. I'm never ever going to forget anything that you did to me. Why didn't you ever care about me? Is it because you were never cared for? Well, I've got more news for you. I care for you. I would've never left you if you just understood me when I told you that I loved you. But you never listened and look where you ended up. You ended up in a 6ft deep hole. Why didn't you ever listen to me when I told you to be careful for what you wish for? You had wised that you were dead in the last argument. And looks like you got your wish huh? You never ever listen to me when I tell you something. I've always told you that
I loved you. And believe it or not, I still do love you. I hope that you'll understand in your next life for the one that you'll be with....
Elena Helms
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