7th Astapathi - Maamiyam Calitha Vilokya Vriitam Lyrics and Meaning
mamiyam chalita vilokya vriitam vadhunichayena sa-aparadhataya mayapina varita-atibhayena harihari hatA-darataya sa gata kupiteva 1 (hari hari hatA-darataya)
kim karishyati kim vadishyati sa chiram virahena kim dhanena janena kim mama jivitena griihena 2(hari hari hatA-darataya)
chintayami tadananam kutilabhru kopabharena shonapadmamivopari bhramatakulam bhramarena 3(hari hari hatA-darataya)
tamaham hriidi sa.ngatamanisham bhriisham ramayami kim vane.anusarami tamiha kim vriitha vilami 4(hari hari hatA-darataya)
tanvi khinnamasuyaya hriidayam tavakalayami tanna vedmi kuto gatasi na tena te.anunayami 5(hari hari hatA-darataya)
driishyate purato gatagatameva me vidadhasi kim pureva sasamambhramam parirambhanam na dadasi 6(hari hari hatA-darataya)
kshamyatamaparam kadapi tavedriisham na karomi dehi sundari darshanam mama manmathena dunomi 7(hari hari hatA-darataya)
varnitam jayadevakena hareridam pravanena kindubilvasamudrasambhavarohiniramanena 8
(hari hari hatA-darataya)
This song is important in more than one way. Meanings are as follows:
"mamiyam chalita vilokya vriitam vadhunichayena" ...
she saw me surrounded in the crowd of women and went away.
"arihari hatA-darataya sa gata kupiteva"
my wanton ways made her eave in anger
"sa-aparadhataya mayapina varita-atibhayena "
I was too ashamed too afraid to stop her.
"kim karishyati kim vadishyati sa chiram virahena kim dhanena janena kim mama jivitena griihena (hari hari hatA-darataya)"
What will she do? What will she say for deserting her this long?What is the use of wealth or people or my life or my home?
