2010-07-22 1st Journal - Mayan day 5 Earth ♥ TRANSCRIPT: http://www.scribd.com/doc/35205759 ♥ iTunes podcast http://www.itunes.com/podcast?id=371766765 ♥ Blip.tv channel http://theresaaharvey.blip.tv/ Intro: I come to the journal in a certain amount of inner discomfort this day. I’ve just had about five things or so go together that are all pointing in a certain direction - an uncomfortable one - well, for the ego, at least. Maybe the heart - but I doubt it. So, let’s write and see. These things are all somewhat represented in the negative comment I just got on one of my videos. It looked like a personal attack, but it’s really not. The guy was just voicing his thought - which was that I am makyo. Any enlightenment I may have had, according to him, is garbage - illusion - just part of the illusory identity we are trying to vacate.. supposedly. The guy is a Jed McKenna buff, I’m thinking, as he cites Jed’s use of the word in his book... And that’s fine. I don’t have it in for McKenna or anyone, for that matter. He’s another voice, out there, singing his particular song of the One - and of the way to get there. His path is legitimate, too, as far as helping some people wake-up. Acerbic, astringent to the max - but hey, if it works, then it works. Truth stands up. That’s one of a couple of negative comments, different videos. Then, too, I’ve got a close friend gone into hiding, or something. Anyway, she’s not communicating at all - and it’s been a couple of weeks, which is quite odd. Never happened before. Interesting. Finally, I had an interesting experience trying to explain some things about heart to another developing friend - an Internet friend. It’s one thing to write the journals, and to speak to a general audience, so to speak. One on one, though - that’s different. Sometimes I really wish I could reach out, and make it make sense to you. I found myself trying, anyway, to have that kind of an eMail exchange... Distributed by Tubemogul.
