2010-06-29 1st Journal ♥ TRANSCRIPT: http://www.scribd.com/doc/34153573/Fountain-of-Sadness-Only-Temporary-or-Seeing-Source-in-Action ♥ iTunes podcast http://www.itunes.com/podcast?id=371766765 ♥ Blip.tv channel http://theresaaharvey.blip.tv/ Intro: I awaken to such tears and such sadness - and I don’t understand it a bit. I’ve been days and days in some measure of this sadness, now, and I still don’t understand it. It’s origin makes no sense to me, now. It’s such strong emotion, too. Not great sobbing, or anything like that, but the feelings are strong. What IS this? I will note down a few things which may, or more likely do not, have something to do with this. For one thing, yesterday and maybe the one before I was feeling chakra heat, only this time in the solar plexus chakra. That’s a first, as far as I recall. For the previous times, and even the last days and week or so it’s been the soul chakra or other ones - never, yet, the solar plexus. Something that comes to me is that this is the area where the emotional body connects with the physical one. That much is so, per the teachings of the Ascended Masters of the Great white Brotherhood down through the years. Even in the physical body, this is a major plexus of nerves anyway. So it is possible this is a part of the show, of the picture of what’s going on. I don’t know. Just an idea. I do know I’ve cried over any number of things, during this trecena, so far. That’s not like me - if such a silly statement can be made, and it can’t. But there, I made it, anyway. I’ll search around and into wherever for increased understanding, for resolution on this. You’d think I was menstrual, or menopausal, or something, the way that I’ve been. It is strange. But, oh well, I say. It is what it is, and I’ve got no quarrels with that. It’s not like I’m trying to chase it away, or anything. Oh no. I know it brings gifts - everything does. This is no exception. Just because I don’t yet know what they are is unimportant in the ... Distributed by Tubemogul.
