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Haunted by loss. Brutalized by the person he trusted. One man battles his demons through addiction! When Ray Merrill was born, he had a near-death experience caused by his mother's drug addiction. During his life, he lost a piece of himself. Since that awful day he knew he was born an addict, he's spent every moment languishing in his pain and wrestling with his demons. He was a disgrace to his mother; he lost respect for her, she never showed him enough love. Will his desperate escape from addiction-free him from the clutches or will it prolong the inevitable?
