I myself don't know
when i placed you in my heart.
SINGLE moment spending without your thought
made me anxious
RIGHT from the day i know you
i was trying to find
WHY did i choose you? ?
why was i soo attracted to you at that single moment
YOu made me all your's
threads of feelings running over my heart
IN confusion IN happiness IN fear
in hope of a little encouragement to hear
BUT out of all
only one was with me that was you
IN the first phase of nostalgia
these were my awesome memories
BUT the second phase was aweful
always made me grief in vain
TILL the time we were together
no resentment hurdled between us
NOW we are apart i feel
is that really you? ?
THE man i loved? ?
seeming so strange, so undiscovered
what held between us i don't know
just in hope to recover
where my dearest is lost? ? ? ...
shania bhayana
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/life-in-vain-2/
