i thought of you in all the blood,
slipping in
the reality's,
control is lost given to the shallow breaths,
the Juliettes marionetted on the edge of this,
n i thought i could fly,
you under my wings a breath
of godliness,
n the righteous pledging there lives to all this,
shit uncovered n stinking up my spaces
dark places i kinda like except,
without you there
an unfurled flag
a nation unbound by what it should have,
i find myself drowning,
gasping for air,
its like the life i left behind,
n forgetting i remember your face,
a ghost of better times,
id like to live without but,
its a part of the machine,
it grows n the clock ticks n tocks n i am alone here
alone with these thoughts.................
BladesongRaven Gehrig
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/alone-with-these-thoughts/
