time doesnt matter anyhow,
life has its own way of bringing me down,
my sky is grey,
im fading away,
degrading myself day by day,
how is it that i can say,
all these lies,
and he believes every word?
he f**ks up my world,
every time he looks at me,
my heart,
unable to see,
breaks again into a million peices,
he doesnt know,
the pain i feel,
is like freezing snow,
bitter sweet,
i love him,
and its obvious to me,
he loves no one,
other than me,
i hate my lies,
can i end my life?
i just keep hurting myself inside,
i just keep hurting him,
its time for my end,
i love you.
Alicia Roseberry
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/my-lies-5/
