Will he remember me after so long?
Or realistically - still care to care?
Could what i think is right be utterly wrong?
But only four months more and i have to dare.
Nothing more than stupidity is this.
But another crack in my heart
Makes me think there is no Lover's Bliss.
Should i allow my soul another jumpstart?
A year has it been since he's gone.
After men so many, i do long to see.
So childish would i be if he doesnt long
For me as i realize i now do for he.
Or perhaps i have so long been alone,
I am a con to my vulerable heart so broken.
So broken - i fear it will be turned to stone.
It's song may ne'er be heard for it has gone unspoken.
Will this Angel From Afar allow me to stay?
All i wish is someone kind to talk to
With maturity above lust to sway.
This would bring much comfort that is overdue.
So, with patience as my only reliance to date,
I face fate unknown for now i must wait - must wait.
Conchita Mauer
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/waiting-for-an-angel-2/
