Dont even know myself.
I'm caught between what I gotta be and who I am.
This toss up is ridiculous, I wont stand for it.
For once I want a peace of mind.
Just someone to lean on and by my side.
I want peace and quiet.
Maybe for a minute, for a second.. just for a day.
I can see me running in circles.
Drawing shapes and forms of nothing at all.
I can see me diving into the ocean.
Getting lost in the waves.
Cuz thats where I am.
Someone drag me back to earth..
save me from what I got in my mind.
I can hardly breath..
I think its just time..
Ever felt like saying good-bye?
To everyone you've ever met...
And say - 'Hey, have a good life, I'm going off now. heaven or hell, doesnt matter.'
So set on it...
just waiting for that one car to hit you..
or maybe for an accident to occur.
I want nothing more, but to say......
Good-Bye.
Dislocated Heart
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/to-say-good-bye-4/