As the months in my life's planner
is flipping over
I realize
I have lost my dream
My hope
And my promises
That I made to myself
And
I'm isolating myself
From everyone and everything......
For I only see
A shadow of doubt
Bugging me
And bringing the stormy clouds
Over my life
Where bitterness and hostility
And untrapped anger
Is tangled in a web......
And I feel under
The crushing weight
Of uncertanity
And negative feelings
That is creating disruption
In my life
And I hear the sound of panic
Erasing my bits and pieces
Of happy memories......
And in all this I see
My cares and troubles of the day
Floating out and taking over
My nagging and doubtful thoughts
And burying me deep
In the shadow of doubt......
Seema Chowdhury
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/a-shadow-of-doubt/
