you'll never know
so what do i care
why does it hurt so much
to know your still out there
to know that what i had is gone
but not gone
within reach
but untouchable
like the wall i built to block out the pain
the pain of losing you
and all those years
as i wipe away
these bloody tears
Zachery Wilcoxson
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/bloody-tears-7/