I can remember all these crazy things,
Like that night you came home late,
Stumbling through the door,
Running into walls,
Blood dripping from your head,
Like that time you called my mom
To say “I can’t do this anymore”,
Like the last time I saw you,
Me looking through the car window,
As you drove away,
Wondering why you didn’t want me anymore,
Like that time you texted me
To say “I have to work, I can’t come see you”,
I can remember all these crazy things that I don’t want to remember,
But I can’t remember not one time,
You giving me a hug and saying,
“I love you”
I can’t remember not one time,
Seeing you without a beer in hand,
I can’t remember anything good about you,
So, I wonder how you all yourself my Dad…
Megan Bennett
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/memories-of-you-32/