the first tears that flood my eyes
burns and blurs my vision
not that i want to see what i just saw
my head starts to throb
like a rapid pulse in my skull
my face feels flushed
as if pins are pricking my cheeks
my kneck becomes swollen
because my throat has a knot of spit building up in it
i try to swallow
but i choke like i'm drowning
i am drowning
in my own tears
in the knot of spit stuck in my throat
my chest is tight
my hearts beat is racing with the seconds
and fainting with the minutes
racing then fainting
racing then fainting
my stomach, it just covers my guts that want to pour out
my legs
god, my legs
there stuck
i can' t move them
i need them to move me
my toes are now tingling
numbness grows in my feet to my ankles
it's spreading through to my legs
my legs
oh god my legs
i need my legs to move me
but there going dead
i'm losing my balance
i need to grab something to hold me up
but my arms
now my arms are stuck
i'm paralyzed
or
am i dying?
i want to be dead
i want to
if that's the only way i can be with you
Leeona (XOXO's) Sugakixs
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/if-that-s-the-only-way-i-can-be-with-you/
