Have you ever had that dream, a bright red door inviting you through, you run frantically towards it but the closer you get the further it becomes, ever creeping slowly from your embrace. You wake suddenly your body forces upright gasping for air, a cruel tormenting shiver down your spine. Palms damp with disappointment with fear. That's how i feel every time I look at you, always out of reach, never mine.
Jacob Andrew Jarman
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/dreaming-of-screaming/