Why can no one see all the pain?
I’m honestly driving my self insane.
Nobody sees the tears hidden in my eyes,
They just don’t what to see it; i hide the hurt with my lies.
Leave me alone for a day or two,
And my mind begins to lie to me i believe all the fake feelings are true.
I try to tell them how hurt i am how i am; they don’t know how much i want them to know,
They don’t understand, it’s like they are blind, then they turn around and go.
They think it’s all an act, and that the poems i write are just a few lines of a made up rhyme,
But they really know its true, don’t they know it’s harder for me without them in this dark time.
I hold in the sobs and screams for i don’t want o self harm,
But without them understanding and helping, i gain another scar upon my arm.
Maybe they just think I’m far gone,
That I’m past the point of healing because I’m already so torn.
I wait for them to notice,
But they never do,
And so i still cry,
Hoping for someone to help,
Or just for me to die
Lil Jam Jam
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/and-so-i-still-cry/
