Even after so very long
I’ve been stuck in the same old place
Stuck with those same old feelings
And no matter what I do
I’ll always have you there to haunt me
I still hear your voice,
see your face in my mind
Why do I still have love for you,
yet I hate you so much
Because of you I’m suffering
Most of my life I’ve been in pain
its now at its worst
And at times I want to just die
And even though I’m free from my little cage
I will be stranded for the rest of my life
I can’t trust or love another without fear
Of being hurt again
I don’t want to find another man like you
I know I will never find that guy,
because I know hes already taken
I wasted to much time with you
I hope oneday someone does to you
what you did to me
I have help and I’m going to leave you someday
No matter what it takes
Your not going to make me cry
I won’t hurt myself because of you
I wont cut my wrists
I wont be that scared little girl
who is afraid of everything
I’m going to close that door
And lose the key
and never look back
Goodbye Baby
Heather Stephens
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/goodbye-baby-3/
