actually in my case i don't hate him
who hurt me not once, not twice
but he has it in my entire life
but even to that
i love him more
so what, kill me twice if you can
but i will just live for no matter
how much he try
he can't... i'm now numb
HAZEL Calumarde
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-m-now-numb-2/
