sOmeTiMEs i WAs ThInKIng,
Ang ImagiNinG ThInGS,
WhiLe I’M aLOnE,
TheRe SomThIng oN MY Mind.
It”S ABout The SituAtIon,
That i AM In,
No One AffEcTS ME LIke ThIS,
A FeELiNg Of SadNeSS And PAIn.
Just neEDing SomeOne,
I NeeD SoMe sTreNgTh,
a StRengTh To StaND,
A StrEnGth To be STrOng.
STroNg to HAndLE This,
ThI sthIng InsiDe Of ME,
THnIgs I KepT Long,
LonG eNouGh To beC0me HAteREd.
TeLL Of This EMotion,
I’m Sure NeEdiNg Some STrengTh,
StrEnGth tO HoLd,
AnD FiGhtIng FRom FALLiNg,
BeiNg In a ShaDoW,
ShadOw oF soMeoNe,
SomeOne I’m TrYiNg to Be,
But StiLL I cAnt UndErsTAnd.
TeLL oF EmOtiOn AnD PAIn,
I’M SuRe NEeDing SOmeOne,
But They Are Too FAR FrOm ME,
Too Far To be HEre.
i Now UndErSTanD this DiffIculTy,
LivIng In A sHAdow,
Shadow Of PASt,
That KeEps HAUnting ME.
Memory Of THe PASt,
That i Can”t LeT Go,
Past BeIng ChiLdHooD,
And PASt Of BiEng DeStroyed.
jade MOnteScLArOS
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