Days have past, moments lapse
i find myself wanting to call you....
i resist
i hold back
i know i cannot walk that road again! !
Its been a month since we talked
I know I still have feelings for you
But the more i see on the net
the more I realise that you leave a bad taste in my mouth! !
Our back and fro made me weary,
But recently I found myself teary
why, i know better now,
but my heart is pinched
If you called right now,
I know i should not answer but my heart would still leap
I think i am spell bound,
My emotions are all over the place
I wanna forget you but I dont think I will,
you are a lesson I had to learn
a costly one if i may say
but a lesson well learnt anyway! !
So for now I will hold back and
Do what you do soo very well.
Goodbye to a love that never made it into my future! !
Melissa Desiree Reddy
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/pinched-by/