I laugh when they laugh
I sing to kill my feelings
A smile with so much tears
Drizzle like rain silently
Inside
I want but I can’t get
A love which did forfeit
Left me on the venomous thorns
To glide
Once injuries now become scars
Left by painful thoughts
Thoughts of loneliness
And no one by
My side
Giggles and laughs in the air
Echos and explodes in my head
Tearing and ripping my soul a part
Forcing me on the flames
To ride
There is someone at the door
Trying to open and enter the gloom
Room of gloom where I hide
Covering my face and
Silently cry
Asif Baloch
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