Alone I sit...
Alone I think...
Of everything you made...
Of every word you said...
Could this really be true...
Or am I living an illusion so true...
He said what I dreamed he would say...
I heard it and wished I could stay...
But...My face turned red...
My eyes filled with tears...
How can I tell you...
That I can't be for you...
I know that's what i wanted to hear...
I know that I've been waiting for it for years...
And when u said it...
It sounded so great...
It was better then I ever dreamed...
I never wanted to hurt u with me...
I just wanted to be for you...
But life doesn't always serve your wants...
Life is cruel...
It won't leave me with you...
Rudy Hossam
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-can-t-be-for-you/