I miss our friendship
These feelings that I can’t express
Becomes like loneliness
The anger inside becomes pain
Yet the thoughts of you will always remain
I wanted to say I hated you right then
But I had just lost you as my friend
How something can change your life in one second
It was something I will soon regret yet at the time it was how I was feeling
I couldn’t express myself for you and I to see how things affected us both
The thoughts are still running through my mind
I’ll never forgive myself even over time
The thought of having you gone
A part of me wants to just break down and cry as I continue to ask myself why
Why couldn’t I have left things and let things just be the way they have to
That I will never know
As we get older it’s our friends and friendships that keep us alive
Because without friends we will never get to experience the things that life has in store for us and without you I feel slightly lost
All I can hope for now
is that sometime we can look at each other with forgiving eyes
And just forget the lies that tore our friendship apart
Tarryn Vaughan
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-miss-our-friendship/
