I'm as lost as I can see
I never know what I'm going to be
The reasons of me being here haven't been found
I am the king but yet I don't have a crowd
I never talk but yet I'm a class clown
When I think I'm happy I always have a frown
I never stand up for myself I always back down
Its feels like I live in a ghost town
Its seems that my heart is never around
matthew shaffer
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/what-i-really-feel/