I feel my heart harding bitter and cold,
The things that happen in my life are getting old.
I'm becoming very numb and hating things,
Just the little obstacles that life brings.
So many things and yet another scandal,
How many can I expect to have to handle?
Why can't my life go more at ease,
I get happy for a moment but it's just a tease.
All my life I feel like I constantly get fails,
What happened to the childhood cute fairy tails?
Live happily ever after with a white picket fence,
Instead I live in a constant life defense.
My past these things I wish I could erase,
I just want to be happy and have a smile on my face.
I try to reach out to the Lord read my bible and pray,
Wake up tomorrow and hope it's a better day.
March 2008
Coreena Dejesus
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/03-08-2008-depressing-moment/
