When she was 15 I was concieved
AN ACCIDENT
The day she turned 16 I was born, not a joyous day
17 I was that stone wall blocking her dreams
18 I learned how to piss she was pissed she had a 2year old
no more hangin out wit her people
cuz I was alive, an accident
19 my brother was conceived
20 jan.17th Devon was born
Another baby to care for, but I had needs
22 Dionne, my sister was concieved
23 feb.21st Dionne was born, no one cared for me anymore
I just din't no it yet
24 Jordan was concieved
25 my brother jordan was born, they pushed me out the door
26 mommy doesn't listen anymore
27 IDK cuz I was barely in the page
28 Mommy tells me she loves me
29 That's when I turned 13, mommy found out I had a boyfriend
Mommy says she lives me so don't have sex
Cause I was born early,
an accident
I try to talk to daddy
He doesn't listen either
He says he loves me and mommy, but he don't care
He says him and mommy love me, I know they do
It's just they put the world on my shoulder
as if to return th favor, me being an accident
Mommy's tryna do better, Daddy aint no help to her
As she steps up, he steps down
But he was never really there
It seems as every chance they get they make known,
I was an accident
They say havin' a baby so young is like hell
And I know I'm the bastard that gave them hell
I know they love me
But they poorly make show of it
They do it becuz they care
It just seems as if everything else they don't care
How I'm doin, How I feel, What I want
As long as I dont have sex
Cause as I was, they don't needanother accident
Brittney Phillips
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/an-accident/
