You look at me and think...'DISAPPOINTMENT',
You look at me and think...'REGRET',
But i look at you and wonder,
Is there even one such day in my life when you haven't been insulted by my blunder? ,
Everything in my life is a mistake,
You begin to question every last stage,
I've given up telling you that I never quit trying,
I wish you would understand that its my dreams that are dying,
I long for the day when you would look at me and say:
' My darling child, I'm proud of you today! '
Rashee Shah
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/im-proud/