i'm so afraid
to get too close
because deep down
i know that
when you discover
what is truly inside
you will not look at me the same
because the truth is so different
from the misleading shell
so for now i will keep my distance
and watch from afar
no matter how much my body
craves for you
i just can't bear the rejection
i'm not who you think i am
brianna christine
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-m-not-who-you-think-i-am/