flooded by thoughts
the ones I have fought to stay away from
thoughts of the darkest kind
thoughts that chase me
thought I will never be able to escape
ones i will live with all my life
thanks to those who raise me
i am programed that way
the way to hate and blame myself
for all that goes wrong
maybe one day i will find someone to help me fix that
just maybe
Scarlet .....
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/overwhelmed-forever/
