I know I can’t
make
you stay
but where
is your
heart
You left me
when I needed
you most
why couldn’t you
have just stayed
just to help
if even for
just
one night
I know I could have
tried to fight
to make you
stay
I shouldn't have
to fight
for you to be
at my side
for it makes
me realize
you are not
who I
thought you
were
I no longer
want you
at my side
is it that hard
for you
to understand
I was not
complete
I am now
I am independent
on my own
I am no longer afraid
to walk
this world
alone
I am no longer afraid
to keep living
I am always
awake or afraid
asleep or be dead
I asked you
before
where is you
heart
for mine was
with you
now it is not
I should not have
to fight
to get you
to love me
so now
it is not
you
I want now
at my side
I no longer want
anyone
at my side
I am no longer afraid
to walk this world
alone
I am no longer afraid
to keep living
I must choose
to be
awake or afraid
asleep or be dead
choices such
No longer inclined
to such am I
they are
mine
Scarlet .....
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/a-coward-i-am-not/
