This is the last time
I can't take this life nomore
Too much pain, Too many memories
I can never get back up
I keep breaking down
Too many mental problems
I'm such a bad person
I made my life the way it is now
It's my fault
I f only I could see you again, my love
Theres no point in living anymore
I have lost everything I've ever loved
I'm getting torn apart from the inside
I can't breath, I can't feel this way
I don't know how much more I can take
I t's just too late
I wanna die
Theres no turning back
I'm tired of this disease
Its killing me
Nothing more I can do
Desending into the ground
Walk away
All my life, I wanna throw it away
Then I think of the ones who love me
and as it hits me, I stop the suicidal thoughts
Its over
Amber Zenisek
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/pain-never-gonna-end-suicidal-thoughts/