As I choke back the tears...
and forget all of my fears...
I think...this can't be the end...
I hope you know...I love you...
But I was so confused...I had no idea what to do...
All I knew was that I still love you...
I felt so horrible inside out...
Please understand...I need this...
I still cry...
I die inside...
everday....just a little more...
Have you no clue...
YOU do mean everything...don't ever second guess that...
Please believe me...I love you...more than anyone...no one can take your place...
Everytime I look at your picture...your face...
thats something that will never ever will be erased...
You can never be replaced...
Your something more...nothing less...
but I had to confess...
That being alone...
but being with you...
was tearing my insides...out...
Everything here seems to be normal...
I have kept it inside so long...
I felt that my feelings...have been going on...
way to long...
But PLEASE BELIEVE ME when I say this...
...your everything to me....I love you more than anyone could love a person...
But what was inside me..couldn't go on...I need you to understand....I don't want this to end...
But if it must be that way...then I have to let it go...let it be...I never knew you and me...could ever be...but we did...last...and I hope...I prey that...this will never end...
I choke back my tears...
...........and remember my fears.....
Young And Aspiring
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