i cocked it on friday
and admitted i had a problem
drug's they thought, but how wrong
well drug's in another sense
if i were to be healthy i wouldn't have all this
all this in my head
and how boring it all would be
one green pill, one white
and it's alright
sometimes i take myself off my med's to see how long i can go
and then i cock it
usually after a drinking binge, when i lose the plot
it's only cos i'm so utterly bored right now
i tell them to chill, i'm all good
green and white
yeah, yeah, yeah
otherwise i'd be one hell of a sight
but they still think i do drug's
dumb asses
Carolyn Vuletic
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/bipolar-monday-bender/
