I have no right for justice
Standing alone in the dark
I dont even deserve that
I never deserved anything
That you did for me
But yet you were there
To help clean up my sorrows
And my woes
But that didnt stop me
I had to go on
I was such an idiot
For doing what I did
I know saying 'Im sorry'
Wont change a damn thing
From what I did in the past
But I truly am sorry for what I did
I realize what harm I did to others
For turning them on to it
I know that our friendship is lost forever
And it hurts inside knowing that
Every morning when I get up
That our trust has been broken
Forever
I can tell you are ashamed
When you wont even look at me
Not even to give me an evil glare
A glare that says 'I hate you'
In every single way possible
You dont deserve anyone like me
You deserve much better
You dont deserve any of the shit
I have ever put you through
Maybe, someday, hopefully, I'll grow up
And realize how naive and stupid I was
Tofur Damico
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/forever-hurt-an-apology-to-those-who-are-very-cl/
