You're one of the first
to give me clear signs
but I can't take them
they shouldn't be mine
you are leaving soon
and when you return
I'll have left myself
and this passion will burn
I can't do this now
that's just not me
I fear I'll break your heart
and hurt you oh so deeply
please just leave and forget
that I ever met you that day
because I'd rather break my heart
than toy with yours anyway
Andrew Jones
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/breaking-my-own-heart/
