Is it love? I don't know.
Had you asked me two weeks ago, I would have said no.
But now, I don't know what to do, feel or think.
You are Mr. Perfect and I'm just a dumb bitch.
Because you are smart, tall and sexy.
I'm stupid and nowhere near skinny.
When people see you they smile,
When they see me they wave then say goodbye.
You make me feel special every time we meet,
I keep giving you compliments, but you don't give me anything.
I'm getting addicted to you and I don't know why,
Everytime you leave I want to cry.
And I fear that one day I will say or do the wrong thing,
And you're gonna leave me like everyone else did.
Why do I want to hug you all the time?
Why do I keep seeing your smile?
We are so different, yet two halves of a whole.
How did you get in my life such a big role?
When everyone asks if we're dating what should I say?
When we are spending time together almost every day?
Why are you doing this to me, what should I do?
Will you and I ever become „we", or will I never hold you?
If one day you find this I want you to know,
Everytime I see you my smile starts to grow.
I would give you my innocence if you would take it,
I don't know about my heart, I fear you will break it.
Is it love? I still don't know.
I just wanna let you know,
You make me smile, you make me cry,
Please do something or let me die...
Ginny Gibbs
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/poem-to-the-guy-who-will-never-know/