Sadness, anger, repentance, despise
So many emotions I cannot summarise
I just feel so lonely no one understands
No friends and no reasons for my existence
I wish to be gone now
And make this my last day
The dread of tomorrow
I can't wish it away
No good news in offing
No pleasant surprise
Just tormenting hard journey
I see in foresight
There is no real justice
There exists no God
I don't care for deities
Or rituals et al
The good deeds I have incurred
Don't seem to have weight
They seem to have no value
All scriptures are fake
Yes! I am angry and upset
No patience anymore
These days of smothering sadness
Seem endless and more
Nalini Jyotsana Chaturvedi
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/venting-with-vengeance/