tigzy tigger - im counting/im cutting, which is which?

2014-10-28 3

look at my tears,
rolling down my face,
so many fears,
i carnt keep up this pace.
im slowly cutting out,
my mind is a blur,
some nights i just count...
1,2,3...4
knocking at the door
5,6,7...8
i already know my fate
9,10,11...12...
the rhyme has gone,
no light exists,
just take a look at my wrists!

tigzy tigger

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