You say we are friends
But I know better
I know in the end
We will be together
I have made a list of all the times
You have avoided me
You have ditched me
You have made me cry
But in the end
All will be forgotten
That first embrace
Will shred the page
Of pain
Of regret
Of anger
Of hatred
All will be forgoten
Then the list will start
One more time
The end will come
Tears will spill
My heart will shatter
For all to soon
You have given yours away again
Thoughts pulsed
Those of pain
Of sorrow
And those of love
I dont know when it crashed
Or when you died
Just that the corpse of a fucking ass
Lie cold on the floor
Carpet Stained by a pool of blood
Mot just yours
But mine as well
I feel nothing now
Just cold
Girn on my face
Blade in my hand
Covered in bolls
I give just one more kiss
To your bloody face
Bitter sweet taste
Now life is good
No regrets
Just hollowness
I grab the blade
Crusted on our blood
One slice to fill the hollow
Two to ease the pain
Three for the hell of it
Four because im vain
No regrets
Nikki Pasquinelli
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/freinds/
