I scratch words hopelessly, at the back of my mind
think of something to say, something unkind
i pull my eyes shut to tear me from you
my hands like putty, my love like glue
your the sin, im the sinner
im at loss as your the winner
i feel the pressure push against me
the venom, the toxin
i feel the fever taking over me
your perfume im lost in
beautiful, quaint
Jacob Andrew Jarman
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/lover-i-love-to-hate/