It seems as all the good things
now turn into pain
I'm slowly fading away
and this depression is what I retain
laughter has vanished
tears have increased
I cant escape this hateful world
I'm chained down on this leash
I'm begging to get out
and screaming in the air
'please someone release me
I can no longer live in this nightmare'
please forgive me
for what I have done
is it because my old life was good
were did all this pain come from?
Ive held this in for so long
and it seems I cant forget
all the times Ive been hurt
and all the times I released my crimson regret
I feel this stress getting stronger
as its making me weak
its like a drug that burns my soul
and its slowly disapearing me
and people watch me vanish
and watch my soul and heart fade
I guess I lived to happy
will others prices be paid
every time Id laugh
someone else is crying
and everytime Im living
someone else is dying
Im guilty like the rest
and thats why Im so torn in half
so watch me as I die
as I watch you as you laugh...
I now an paying the price
and it wont be paid till Im dead
I started everything clear in this letter
thats all that will be said...........
Emily Wimetal
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/when-you-laugh-someones-crying/
