Once again the call begins
Begging me back to the blade
Drags me down in the deep blue waves
As I feel reality fade
I'm drowning in the deep deep blue
An ocean of sadness and pain
I feel the need to draw my blood
So the razor calls my name
I cry out in the silence
A scream of hurt and shame
No matter how I start this thing
The outcomes always the same
Its the repeating cycle
A lunatics game
The life in me used to be a roaring fire
Now its nearly a flame
So I go through my days
With my head held low
Hiding the emotions
That I'll never show
And cover up my face
With a mask that lies
And speak words
With a truth that defies
I struggle through
theses long, long days
Hopelessly lost
In a never ending maze
Smiling through
The painful tears
Holding back
My irrational fears
So tell me
Why do you think this is a lie?
When I've done nothing
But tell the truth the whole time
charlotte marie peachey
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/the-deep-deep-blue/
