I am SORRY.....
for not believing you,
for not seeing you,
for not naming you,
for ignoring you,
for not realizing your presence,
for ignoring you,
i am sorry.....
for tasting the sugar coated poison,
for no devotion,
for not thanking you for my rented life,
i am sorry.....
that i paid no attention,
that i didn't think of a solution,
that i couldn't arise a feeling or emotion,
i am sorry.....
for being blind,
for causing anger,
i am sorry.....
that you had to wait so long,
that i have nothing to give
that i cribbed,
that i didn't realize,
that i criticized,
that i annoyed,
i am sorry God that you had to create me.
rinki nandy
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-am-sorry-34/