Violent pictures
disrupting the neatness social order
affecting mainly my well-made mind
as if bearing unbearable grief
traumatic remembering
depriving my youth
dimming my vision
cutting my fortune
into pieces of tears
mourning in island grail
of nightmare
paralizing myriad cells
only brain remained
crawling in thinking of
self-massacre inner war limb to limb
firing black parade to
curse unconscious self-sabotage
to flash the history of deprivation
a doom to live again under hex
a voodoo spell of conflicting self
back off voyeurism internet addict
a sign of disgust
relieve my flesh who imprisoned me
half-life sentences
reject my childhood illness
and mental lost control
I burried down all negative emotions
under the hole of the pasts
goodbye helpless victimized self
now i am strong
entitled to what
the
Divine strength masks
on me
and at mindful distance
without any eye purple details
i look at myself
with compassionate positive
contributing curiosity
i see a man of rebirth
coming from the womb of
catastrophising and exploding
commatosed yesterdays
Rommel Mark Dominguez Marchan
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/sorrow-e-r-commatose/
