So much more angry...
but I don't know with who! ?
Feeling overwhelmed with rage.....
Need soemthing to lash out at....
Head close to exploding! ! ! ! ! !
Blood boiling in my body,
I feel my face turn red...
My body aching.....
I shiver and shake,
moan and groan,
Looking upward...but no tears will fall...
needing some kind of release.....
Where will it come from,
I don't know!
I'm a prisonor of my own thoughts....
Being tormented inside my head...
the smaller me on my knees...
crying...
covered in bruises, and blood...
looking up to the bigger me asking,
'why? '
God is Good
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