ayla lopez - Do I Hate You Or Love You?

2014-06-16 10

Is something wrong wth me
Why cant everybdy just let me be
Cant u tell me when something little happens i fly of the deep end
Is it cuz im still waitin for my heart to mend
Everytime i hear ur voice i just wanna die
Go jump of a bridge to see if i can fly
When i look at my phone and see its ur name
My emotions n my anger there not so tame
Now its ironc weed joke bout beatn others with sticks
I'll do tht plus a few swift kicks
And if i didnt love you all this i would do
But now that we brk up all im feelin is blue
Now that this has happend you act as if it was all a dream
Now i just see myself face down floating down stream
“Never ending”

Sitting here with a knife
Hoping every thing will turn out right
Just when I think I am free
The chain pulls back on me
Forever trap in my never ending hell

ayla lopez

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