life comes and goes real fast or is it real slow. You see the good and bad that life and the world have in it. Can you offer your life to the world or will that do no good at all. I've seen the good and the bad in my life but not see it in the world. I've seen how my bad choices and mistakes have hurt my loved ones around me and how its hurt me deep down inside. Fantasies come and go but you gotta see reality and the world for what it is. I didn't care nor wanna see the denial ive created and done. I realized the problems in my life are small and need to be dealt with by myself and cant be done by no one else but me. Their are more bad in the world that i didn't wanna see so i covered it with a fantasy. But i soon realized that my bad fantasies covered reality and i had to make changes in my life or i would go down a bad path where it would destroy not only me but everything that i loved and cared for so deeply it can't be explained. I've learned to forgive and forget what has been done and to move on to the good that is out their and that will change my life and open my eyes. Gotta be perfect this and that but no more no one is perfect and i gotta change my ways on not just being a daughter but also what i do. IT feels like forever on how long it takes to change but its worth it all. You can't ever give up because you can help someone in need and also help your self be a better person and like who you are now other then who you were in the past. I want my life to be better not only for myself but for my family as well I'm tired of seeing my family cry and be hurt by what i have done and did. I wanna be happy for once and not be in so much pain and agony wanting my life to end. I want my life to go on and show everyone but mainly myself even though its hard i can and will get up from the ground and move on with life......
Hadyn Rodriguez
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