These tears kept falling
I didn't understand why
You said you would heal me
You just lured me into you
I killed myself mentally over you.
But I kept my phone on at night, in case you called
I was so sure that you would help me
And everything seemed so perfect
Sorry..
I wasn't good enough
I didn't have the same sense as she did
I didn't 'help' the relationship
Support it
I thought I was
You told me everything was fine.
That I had nothing to worry about
I tried to live for the moment
Because I told you, the moment would eventually end
I finally put on the fake smile that everyone was waiting for
Let the strings connect to me which ever way they wanted
Call me crazy, I don't care anymore
You were my life.
And now that your gone... I have nothing else.
Brittany Murphy
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-miss-you-267/