When I finally lay still
I'll allow freedom to fill this void
should I take this pill?
for the sake of me and you?
or jump in that lake in the distance
as always i try to shake myself from this trance
but the chance is less each time
i dont need extravagance i need you,
you know ill follow where you lead
even if it makes me bleed
I might finally be freed.
From this pain I cause...you cause burns
I look inside and see the stain
but it doesnt matter this chain stays the same
it continues to drive me insane why am I so tame?
as I strive for the unreachable goal...you
I look up into the blue wishing i could be looking down.....
I drown in my own thoughts im already tired of living
the lone wolf feels my envy im sure
Adam Dumais
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/my-night-wish-lone-wolf/